Friday, December 22, 2006

Late Night Pondering

Okay, my stressful week must have thrown my body into overdrive because I can't frickin' go to sleep. I swear I haven't had any caffeine! Only massive amounts of ginger ale! So this is why you're getting two random posts from me in the middle of the night. woohoo!


I was looking through the stuff I had saved on the fam's computer, and I found this picture of Lyndsi (my cousin) and I. I had forgotten about it, but I like it quite alot. It was taken very spur of the moment.


Also, I found a letter saved from an old friend whom I neither see nor talk to anymore. I despise the fact that we're not good friends anymore. I hate that it's just not possible to stay close friends with everyone. If I could, I'd just keep collecting people and never let my relationships grow distant. Is that too much to ask for? It's really hard for me to realize that some friendships are meant to be life-long and others only for a short time. Is it just me who has this problem? How do "normal" people cope with changing/losing friendships?

Enough late night pondering for me...

2 comments:

Andrea Jolene said...

I enjoy your very late night ponderings. It is strange how friendships evolve, disintegrate slowly, fade away, or blow up in your face - but I guess that's just how things happen sometimes. It makes me sad how things go sometimes...:( But there's always room for new friends and rekindled old ones right? No rules against that...

janers said...

My Motto that I LIVE by:
YOU are the piece to the puzzle of someone else's life. You may never know where you fit, but other will fill the holes in their lives with peices of YOU.

Too many people have filtered in and out of my life as well, and I do NOT deal well with change, but I grow from each one, and I hold that dear and grow...I cant say I would do much differently given a chance...would you?